crap, i dont wanna go school, but these bastardized parents of the useless son want him to.
anyhow, chin lai yoke, you threathened to expel me?
you sarcastic motherfucking bitch ass, i am too GOOD for your school huh?
you could have fucking said that in 2006 when i entered the fucking school.
if i ever see your fucking face again..
...fuck this
forget it.
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just woke up from sleeping at home (aftermath of tonning in 3e/4e chalet)
anyhow, its still considered a class chalet since other peeps from other classes came but left before last bus/train, i think, but, well, except one. doesn't bother me anyways.
yea, im certified an addict, after that 30++ sticks last evening - this morning.
fml, but i dont think i'll care.
dex too, had more than 30 sticks & had 2 guinness stouts, which after awhile he got a lil' high, & starting spouting nonsense. (cant be revealed, as of what he said)
alright, a hint; something about a person with initials LT.(pretty obvious)
paid $10 but only ate 3 hotdogs+2 crabsticks, didnt have appetite, i guess aizat ate my share for me, since he didnt pay, ahahah.
well, the tension between some of us never ceases to exist, even though its been 3 'long' years since it started, in '07.
what makes you think im act 'sat'?
is it the way i walk..?
if it is, you've been using that as an excuse since then, i don't get it.
well, whatever dude, i can't be bothered no longer.
don't think we'll ever meet again, good riddance.
could have said this matter re-fuelled my will for living, funny huh.
some mate i know said this, name's Jonno, givin' him credit for creating this line : 'Nobody dies a virgin because life fucks us all in the end.'
agreed much.
yes, i know i contradict myself most of the time, but screw you, im still living, & thats all that matters.
Protagonist & Antagonist Clashes.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010;
beat day, well, doing nothing.
sleeping at home is much better than sleeping in school.
money spent everyday for transport, food &/or beverages, i rather stone at home.
'if you dont come you will get a 0, so you better come.'
unfortunately, i don't a give a fucking damn.
Protagonist & Antagonist Clashes.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010;
the following two words has not been rated by the government of singapore,
due to its potential chances of offending someone, viewer discretion is advised.
'SCREW YOU.'
Protagonist & Antagonist Clashes.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010;
look here, i don't give a fuck,
so quit your pretentious acts.
Protagonist & Antagonist Clashes.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010;
why won't you guys never get satisfied..?
oh what the fuck.
i don't know man.
i don't wanna give a fuck, but..
Protagonist & Antagonist Clashes.
Monday, January 18, 2010;
yea, whatever.
go bitch about it to the equally useless father as me.
chances are he'll start to go hero against me.
hey yo, fuck off & die.
don't tell me that you've given up on me.
i've given up on you both quite some time ago.
Protagonist & Antagonist Clashes.
Sunday, January 17, 2010;
I seriously FUCKING hate school, afterall.. who doesn't..?
not that i care about the rest.
not that i even bother to help in anything at all.
yea, not even saving someone's life.
cold-blooded son of a bitch, ikr.
afterall my natural mother's a bitch, father's an ass.
don't be good to your good-for-nothing son, learn to respect your mother-in-law.
as for the rest, i don't give a fucking damn.
go get yourself screwed
&, personally i think guys who use this word, 'lame' are not only plainly stupid & retarded. what? your brain's too simplified & the only word that comes out is 'lame'..?
Labels: god save me from this madness
Protagonist & Antagonist Clashes.
Friday, January 15, 2010;
i'll redo my broken nyr, for you.
Protagonist & Antagonist Clashes.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010;
used to be taking pride in everything i do,
what about now..?
go on, detest, despise, disdain, hate, & loathe me.
its not like im not used to being deprecated or disparaged anyways.
stupid things happenned in the entire day as usual, etcetera walking around in the school with jiaxi & hpone for checking on the nco's & cadets.
things actually are pretty different in my life now, friends come & go.
suppose its life, some day i'll just end up like those dead people.
getting back to point, i think im worser than before, i do things without considering anymore.
call me reckless, headstrong, stubborn, it doesn't change a thing, sticks and stones, as they call it.
P.S, i don't even know why am i writing this.
P.S.S, i washed my hands off politics; stopped getting myself involved in politics.
Protagonist & Antagonist Clashes.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010;
you still don't understand..
so it seems to have arrived at this.
very well.
really, really cruel world.
tried smoking in the middle of basketball court & stairway outside samy's homeroom during recess, didn't get caught.
(hopefully they saw me & were giving me a chance so the next time won't be just a warning only)
sometimes i just keep feeling so depressed that my mind goes haywire, doing things unexplainable to normal folks.
gonna stop writing now, too tired.
whatever, screw this.
Protagonist & Antagonist Clashes.